The Mind Of Me!

Ok. I'm a little upset. I'm sure that you know about the people that go door to door trying to get you to adopt their religion. But, that is just wrong. Why can't they just let people alone about their own religion? What makes them assume that their religion is so much better than anyone elses? I know it's a touchy subject for some but, try to hear what i'm implying. Not one person wants to have someone come to their home and preach to them about a religion they don't even want to bother with. And it's not just Jahova Whitnesses (sorry can't spell well) It's Christians as well. Not that I have anything against any religion. My dad and uncle are pastors. But it's not about that. They think that everyone should know all about god and heaven. And thats not the problem either. The problem is when they push others so hard about it. I don't want to ever be in that religion if I have to do that to be considered a good person. Because I know that I will get doors slamed in my face. And I know that a lot of people will dislike me and not want to be around me. It's hard not to offend someone with this subject and I know that so if I have offended you in any way I'm sorry. But everything i'm typing is true.  When you see one of the church salesmen comeing to your door you like duck down, turn the t.v. off, close the curtans if you have time and pretend your not home. Yeah, you know what i'm talk'n about. You really don't even want to talk to them and tell them no i'm not interested in what you have to say. And when you open the door without looking at who it is first, you see who they are and go '**** why did I do that?'. So don't pretend that i'm a bad person for making my openion known.

You know what I want to see? One of those people that go door to door to pick the wrong house and find a vary windy preacher on the other side of the doorway. I think that would be so funny. They go to start preaching about thier god and church, and all the sudden start getting preached to by the vary person they are trying to convert. ^_^  I'd love to be a fly on the wall when that happened.

Yeah, so today was boring. My family and I went to this place called Juiles. One of the darkest restaurants i've ever seen. Lights everywhere but dimmer than a flashlight with the batteries almost dead. They did have pretty good food tho. Ok, so none of you know about me but my family and I go to restaurant's a lot. Almost every weekend. So it was like a normal thing for me. Anyway you should check that place out if theres one near you. If you don't mind the dark atmosphere I think you'll like it.

Oh Yeah. I'm 31 weeks pregnant and people are telling me I don't really look like it, But you can tell. It's going to be a baby girl. Robbie (my other half) and I have desided to name her Angelica Esperanza. To tell you the truth it's starting to get scary. I mean the fact that there is something inside me about to cause a lot of pain. Everybody says "yeah but it's worth it". I want to know how many babys they've had. Ok. I'm not in to pain. I'm still happy that i'm going to have a baby in March tho. Already have lots of plans to show her off. ^_^

But on a sad note. I don't really have any friends except for one. I call her Tabby. I just really haven't been vary social. If it weren't for working with Tabby I would have never known she existed. I usually get along with older people anyway. I know I'm just strange like that. Being 20 and getting along with people more the age of 40 or more. I just can't really stand being around ignorant and obnoxtious collage kids. And theres no denying it, people that age just don't act rashenally.

But, I'm going to watch TV. Type to whoever you are later.